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looking backward into the future 

12/28/2012

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looking forward into the past

or looking backward into the future

I walk along the highest hills
and laugh about it all the way
         
                   --- e.e. cummings

People Magazine did not exist.  Nor did the National Enquirer or facebook.  Mothers staying at home with their young children were presented an array of daytime soap operas for a glimpse into the lives of other people.  So I took to reading a few biographies and memoirs – slow going when moments to oneself are limited to naptimes or late at night when exhaustion takes over.  One woman’s story told of the glamour and the pitfalls of her life on the inside of politics in the U.S.A. in the 1950’s and ‘60’s, circulating among the rich and famous.  I don’t remember the author nor details of her story.  What touched me and stayed with me was the e.e. cummings quote, above, that was the anchor for her; the philosophy that allowed her to make sense of the hard times as well as the good times.

It may seem peculiar to some to look forward into the past and look backward into the future.  In my early thirties when I first read those words, they were intriguing.  The decades since then have revealed to me the depth and truth of that seeming conundrum.  In these waning days of 2012, as in the closing days of any year, I believe it is what most of us do, perhaps informally or even unconsciously.  Nevertheless, some memories arise unbidden, nostalgia may creep in, some regrets appear along with some tender smiles of recognition.  We may even formulate a few resolutions for the new year, hoping and wishing for improvement.

We set the future in motion by the way we regard the past.  If we carry forward resentments, regrets, doubts and fears, it is very likely that the future will be an instant replay.  In the film, “Groundhog Day,” Bill Murray’s character gets to redo the same day over and over again until he finally becomes more loving and kind.  Only then is he freed of his past.  Would that it were so easy! we might say.  And yet, once we “get it” and we look back from the other side, from the future, we may be able to laugh about it all the way.  We can walk and skip and dance along the highest hills. 

Happy New Year!


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Jamie link
12/28/2012 06:51:22 am

Hi Phyllis,

It is that time again, isn't it. I feel the urge to pull inward and write more, feel more, play more. Maybe I am setting my path toward the future in a good way. Thanks for sharing your thoughts and insights--so well put.

J

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Phyllis link
12/28/2012 11:51:49 am

Thank, Jamie. I notice the rhythms and patterns that repeat in our lives somehow allowing us to sift the wheat from the chaff.
Many blessings in the new year. - Phyllis

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