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The Puzzle

7/26/2020

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This morning I watched the final journey of John Lewis across the Edmund Pettis Bridge. Thousands are honoring this humble man for his years of courage, truth, and leadership. He claimed his place in history and spoke truth where it had to be spoken, no matter the consequences or personal sacrifices. Those of us who live on after him, in these times, have the opportunity and responsibility to confront the same demons that John Lewis confronted, wherever we find them. Even close to home.

​​The Puzzle
 
I’m picking up the pieces of my delusions,
each a shard of glass
wounding swiftly, without mercy.
So it must be.
It was so much easier to see the guilty without,
treat him with my self-righteous scorn
and justifiable hatred
and, thus, hold myself blameless.
After all, I didn’t pull any trigger.
But hatred is just as deadly.
My indifference and entitlement
and white privilege perpetuates
your pain, your suffering.
My Shadow side had moments of emergence
that could have been redemptive,
but I was so good at avoiding uncomfortable truths.
And finding someone else to blame.
“It’s too late,” my Shadow says persistently and loudly.
“See without blinders, your racism, your genocide,
your colonialism, your tenacious grip on the status quo.
Name it. Claim it. Don’t look away.  Then, only then, in Truth, act.”
The Wise Ones say, “If you are still here, you have something to do.”
Act! Love! Now!
While you can.
As you must.
Turn the shards of death into
the jigsaw puzzle with thousands of pieces
of inclusion.
6 Comments
candy watson
7/27/2020 01:29:39 am

Oh Phyllis, this is excellent! Wise and wonderfully said. And received. Namaste

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Phyllis Boernke link
7/27/2020 08:51:16 am

Thank you, Candy. Your receiving is as important as my sending. The circle is complete. Thanks for your comment.

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Juliana Ellington
7/27/2020 06:56:20 am

This is an important message, and you expressed it so well. Thank you for being one of our wise elders.

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Phyllis Boernke link
7/27/2020 09:00:51 am

Thank you, Juliana. I appreciate your comments. We usually avoid our own biases. We have no time or tolerance for ignoring and excusing. You, as a Wise Woman, understand.

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Susan A Hudgens link
7/27/2020 07:03:04 pm

Well and wisely spoken - I could have written these words myself since it expresses so closely how I feel, that is, if I was as articulate and wise as you. John Lewis's passing and my learning (albeit way too late) of his courage, patience, faith and integrity have only served to show more clearly how important that I continue to strive to be part of the solution. Thank you for putting into words that which makes us better people and citizens of the world.

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Phyllis Boernke link
8/14/2020 09:08:56 am

Thank you, Sue. You are a wise woman always rising to support others, including me. Each of us has something to give and our giving makes the world whole.

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